The last few weeks i've been pretty busy with comic cons and i've dove straight back into comic's as i've settled back at home, It's only now has it hit me, in two weeks time or so i'm due to go back to my normal regular job after being off now 6 weeks with my foot injury, my partner has an injured back and wont be returning to work for sometime, I've been seeing a stress therapist to try and work out what the pressure and overworking has done to my mental health after juggling commissions and my usual job, and i've pretty much come to the conclusion that unless I start seeing commission work in a different light, i will NOT be continuing to do commission based work once i return t my job.
I can no longer deal with the pressure, I've been trying to give my self a decent break from it and hoping in the mean time that I would return to work on my queue with fresh energy but instead I'm finding myself more drained than ever and seeing no benefit from working so hard.
It also does not help that I don't see my work in much of a good light, i very rarley upload on deviant art as there is such high competition for transformation art work, I cant remember the last time I had paid work through this website, most of my commissions come through FA.
If anything I will continue to do abit of work to support the content on my patreon account, but I will no longer be over burdening myself like this come September.
Watching: Mark play COD.